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Procastinations · and · Reflections
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 | You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.
WereWolf | | 59% | Mermaid | | 58% | Angel | | 58% | Dragon | | 50% | Faerie | | 17% | Demon | | 17% | </td>
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Yesterday night I almost lost my temper towards everything because my dad's secretary just called me to tell me that I need to go to the ticketing office to have my ticket stamped coz I changed the date. Moreover... I didn't get the date that I wanted... but rather like 3 days after that. But I still need to go to the ticket office coz there's a dateline. Anyways... I was soo mad... coz I had this big midterm today and I don't want to go anywhere before the midterm. But I have to... coz ifI wait until I finished the midterm, the ticket office will be closed. So, I woke up at 8 am this morning... and go to the ticket office at 9 ... then spend 45 minutes in there trying to get the date that I wanted (which is tomorrow) and finally after many failed attempts, I got a seat tonight!!! So, I rushed back home, cancelled all my appointments for tomorrow and started to pack like CRAZY! Anyways, I finished everything... then go to school... took my midterm for like 3 hours and now I can breathe... FINALLY!!! Now I'm trying to remember what I missed... but couldn't really figure out anything that I missed. Well... this is my last entry before my Spring Break. See you guys on the 21st!!! Have a fun-filled-sunshine Spring Break!!! |
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My friends' addictive nature to warcraft finally got into me. I can't stand it... all of them are playing warcraft and refuse to go out. The only time they go out is for eating.... and then go back home again to play. Now I can't ask anyone to go shopping or go to a cafe with me. But, I'm tired of being alone... SO... I decided to go play warcraft with them. It turns out to be great... I'm not quite addictive to it yet... but I have to admit that it is challenging and fun at the same time. Moreover, all of my friends are there and they're helping me out. So it's good to have friends in higher level to help me out. Also, since they are so nice, they all created new characters so that we could all play on the same level. I think in these few days I'll be online on WoW. Amazing game... Anyways, for those of you who play warcraft too, this is my info... Server name: Suramar Character Name: Kyora I'm a human-warlock... starting out anew. Add me as your friends, please... |
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Today started pretty good even though it's raining. My best friends and I watched an opera of Romeo et Juliette. It was really, really good... the singer is the hottest young opera singer (below 30 years old) from Russia. The name is Anna Netrobka. She is amazing!!!! Anyways... then I went back home... had some chat with my best friends.... and then my boyfriend called. With serious tone he said that he needed to talk to me on something serious. Well... basically he said that we didn't connect that well anymore and couldn't really talk about anything on the telephone. In short, he wants to take a break until I come back home on Spring Break. *sigh* Really... I was devastated. Luckily, my two best friends are with me at that time. So I was surrounded with two people whom I really loved... which makes it a lot better. Oh well... long distance sucks... and really, what else can you do other than communicating through telephone or email or webcam? If that's not enough for him, then what? See him everyday? Every week? Every month? Who's gonna pay for that? *sigh* Anyways... just want to express my sadness and annoyance at the same time. Really... I owe it to Theresa and Kristina. I don't know how I would cope with this if I don't have the two of them... They're simply the best! ATB - Autumn Leaves I look on the color of darkness Looked up into the television sky, tonight I wandered through the city of aloneless Rain wouldn't stop I couldn't dry my eyes, I cried Who is the one to blame Why is it that you never say when your feeling leaves If you're through with me As I'm walking through the rain, cold tears crawling down my face like the autumn leaves, on a windy day. I went to the edge of town Over by highways where the traffic was the only sound, around Why my eyes are looking at the ground I could see pictures of you floating all around I didn't die
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ATB - Autumn Leaves | |
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Just came back from Pacific Dining Car... a restaurant so near to my house, yet hidden. The place is quite romantic and quiet. I am so glad I didn't go clubbing and chose to go home. After having Chinese New Year dinner, we were actually weighing our options on what to do after that. We had the option of going clubbing with most of the crowd or went home. Jerry and I were kinda tired and didn't really want to go clubbing, so we decided to just go home. On the way home, my friend, Jerry, asked whether I want to go get some dessert. Being an avid lover of dessert, of course I said yes. So we went on to an excursion... looking for dessert place and finally after 1 hour talking in the car and going to nowhere specific, he suggested this restaurant that is soooo close to my house. The restaurant is 24 hours... and the bread pudding was excellent. The service was great and it was a really comfortable place to just talk. Around 3:30 am, the valet walked up to my friend and said that he had a flat tire. My friend already knew there's this small hole in his car and he said it's fine. But the valet kept insisting to my friend for him to come and take a look. Turned out that the tear in the tire became wider. So we called the BMW service center and the towing company took about 45 minutes to get there. During the 45 minutes, we waited in the car and just talking... and I have no idea why but I kinda felt that I am in a comfort zone with this guy. It's kinda not right, in a way... coz he liked someone else and I knew about it. And I shouldn't be interested in him anyways. But it turns out that I really didn't mind spending those extra times doing nothing with him. In fact, I was kinda sad when the towing company man arrived to change for spare tire. *sigh* What was I thinking? He's my friend and I should not get interested in him or it will be complicated. I don't want to fall for a friend. Really. Yet... I have to admit that despite all that, I did have a good time with him.... |
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Just came back home after leaving home at 6 pm. I think I have a jet-lag even though I haven't travelled anywhere. Yesterday, I came back around this time after chillin' out at Lounge 103. Today, I woke up around 3, and do nothing... and then eat dinner and then go to MI club. When MI club closed at 2 am, my crazy friends decided to go to Avalon. Oh well... since I'm not driving, I have to follow them wherever they want to go. So after a series of hip-pop and trance music plus alcohol, I'm so tipsy that my head hurts. Thirsty for a glass of water, we went to Canter's to drink some milk and also ordered Bronx Special and their famous Matzo Ball Soup. Anyways, after eating and drinking, I felt so much better and here I am at 6:15 am in the morning writing this livejournal... a bit tipsy and not focused... but whatever... |
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Human beings question the truth in their lives; whether it’s right or wrong, pious or impious, true or untrue. Sometimes we perceive the truth wrongly as the opinion of the majority or the leader’s voice. Other times, we identify the truth as our personal view and therefore conclude that the truth is different for different individual. So what is the ultimate truth? Must we go until the end of our phase of lives to uncover the truth that is the truest? |
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Recently I've been sort of on the gloomy side. I don't know why but I felt like I want to runaway from my current life. Not that it was bad... maybe I just want to escape the reality. Anything I do, whether it's to go shopping, hang out with friends, or pampering myself with a manicure, doesn’t alleviate my feelings. I wonder why I feel so melancholy. Feel so unsatisfied with myself… with my life. Try to be grateful for what I have but seems that what I have is not enough. *sigh* I think I will try to take some time off for myself... try to appreciate the beauty of this life I live in. Anyways, I’ve been reading Ban/Kazuki fics… the newest one is “My December” by silverstrings. Can’t wait to read the next chapter!!! I am also waiting for the fic “Pretences” in fanfiction.net. But I guess the writer is very busy coz she hasn’t updated it for a while. Hope it will be there soon… I really enjoy reading fanfics.
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Just came back from holiday and reality starts to hit back. I am still in holiday mode and I wish I could stay there a bit longer. But school is starting up and I have to deal with it. One thing I miss about going back to school is to meet my friends. I also miss my speedy DSL connection at my apartment. Finally I can update this blog!!! A brand new semester... my last semester... then graduation... and I have no idea what I'm going to do after graduation. Hopefully I can find a job... but I would prefer to go to Shanghai to learn Chinese for about 6 months. Haven't really discussed that with my parents, but I hope they would let me go to Shanghai. Well... I guess I have to go back to my school mode... first week of school has been a bit hectic. The teachers already assigned homeworks!!! =S I wish I had more holiday...
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Prayers go out to Caeli... though I don't really know her...just through reading Ryuen_kurai's journal... but losing a grandmother is a really sad event that I could relate to. Condolences to you, Caeli. Got a nightmare about one of my class... I was failing in my dream... and I woke up feeling so uneasy. So I emailed my TA as soon as possible wanting to know my grade on the final exam which I couldn't finish. Well, it turns out that I did okay... not bad... but not good.. just okay. ^__^ Better than my dream... hahhaha... Anyways... back home has been so relaxing. I got to see some of my friends back home. I went to the new club, called Dragonfly... and it's a nice place to hang out. I think most of my friends hang out there. Today I will see my my high school friends... I think I will have fun catching up with them.... and tonight I'm gonna see my best friend. Haven't seen her in such a loooonnggg time (6 months actually) and I have so much things to tell her. Funny how 6 months could feel like forever when separated with your best friend. I've been listening to ATB's new album called "No Silence" it's really good. One of the song, which I'm listening right now actually gives me idea to start my first fanfic. I hope I'll be done writing it soon. Writing a fic is hard for me... seems like I'm stuck now and don't know how to go on. =S Oh well... Think I'll stop now... got to get ready to go out. Cheers everyone!!!
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I am finally back home. Just arrived yesterday and felt sooo tired. But that didn't prevent me on getting a creambath on the salon... my hair needs it badly... especially after those horrible weeks on final exams and projects. My sister just got an operation to remove two of her wisdom teeth. Her mouth is swollen now... I felt so bad for her. I got her a new bag and a cell phone accessories, though. She said she likes them and makes her feel better... ^__^ yay!!! I don't have any plans for today except to go to my cousin's son's baptism. He was just born 2 months ago and is getting baptised today at 4. Then after that we'll have a gathering. I am looking forward to it... haven't met the rest of my family since summer. It's going to be fun meeting aunts, uncles, and cousins after a long time. Well, I would like to wish "Happy Holidays!!!" to everyone. I think I'm going to start writing fanfics about Ban and Kazuki during my winter break coz I have nothing to do... Ryuuen_kurai... please help me in advising on writing fanfics as this is going to be my first time. ^__^ Thank you...
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First time writing a journal for LiveJournal... just signed up a few days ago because I got interested in joining "Echoes of Winter" community... which is a Get Backers community for BanxKazuki relationship. I'm so crazy about GB recently... and have been checking on the web and FanFiction.net for GB fanfics. I like the drabbles in Echoes of Winter by Ryuuen_Kurai... you guys should check it out! Today's final was really hard... I can't finish it... but at the end of the exam I felt better because one of my friend who's really really smart also said that he couldn't finish the whole thing either! Well at least I know that I'm not the only one who couldn't finish the exam. Then came back home and got a phone cal from my dad's secretary saying that my ticket to go home is confirmed for tomorrow night!!! I was actually not expecting this since I am on the waitlist for 15th and 16th. Well... since the chances to get the ticket on those two days are slim, and there's no availability until the 21st, I just took the seat for tomorrow. That means I have to pack right away (which I did about 80% done) and then go to my advisor to talk about one of my class, then to buy a wallet for my dad for xmas present... and a book... and... tons of other stuff like mailing xmas cards asap and getting xmas presents for my friends (which I think is impossible to do by tomorrow after the exam. Anyways... I'm going to try to do it. Try to squeeze in as many activities as I can before I go home. Don't think I'll sleep at all until tomorrow nite when I got on the plane. Well... what makes me excited is that tomorrow is my last final exam and I hope I'll do fine... and then CHRISTMAS HOLIDAY!!! Can't wait til I get home! I just got a new iPod for my Christmas present to myself and just uploaded my mp3s to it. I'm going to use it in the plane so that I won't get bored. Got a cute pink sleeves for my new iPod too!!! Can't wait to go home to see my sis and then play FF-10's "To Zanarkand" piece that I just mastered a few days ago to her. I know she'll like it. I told her the other day that I just learned the whole piece and she wants me to play it to her when I go back home. I'm trying to learn a new FF-4's "Theme of Love" piece. It's harder than "To Zanarkand"... but I really like the piece so I'll learn it over my Christmas break. I'm about 50% done learning the piece. Today is just the beginning... I think I'll have a super-hectic day today. Can't sleep though... coz I have to study...Good luck to everyone who's having exams... and have a great xmas holiday!!!
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studying... |
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Paula Cole - The Autumn Leaves | |

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